I’ve marked some of the links on this page with Trigger Warnings for Extreme Racism (TW:EXR) and Racism (TW:R). Reading these can be emotionally disturbing. Take breaks if you’re reading the links.
This past month, I stumbled into a weird corner of the internet where people have fully internalized the racial hierarchy, and white supremacy’s racist and sexist stereotypes about Asian women and men.
This isn’t an analysis, or even an overview, but a collage of different links and ideas at the intersections of fascism, Nazis, Asianness, murder, hatred, sexism, patriarchy, and racism.
This is a weird corner of the internet
I’ve just seen some wild stuff, and am still trying to make sense of it.
Sayori Ling Anderson – an Asian trans woman who’s a racist, white supremacist, fascist, Trump supporter (or was one – she has switched away from MAGA). everipedia, koreaboo.
(TW:EXR) This is her blog, which is really twisted raceplay bdsm content: blog. It’s like the anti-Asian self-hate taken to an extreme.
She wrote this book: (TW:R) My Miserable Life (Goodreads)
Yes, that’s a stars and bars flag. She is into white guys, a lot.
The sight of my mother being filled to the brim with his powerful white cock made me tingle, and, ever since I could remember, I resented my little asian peepee. I wished I was an Asian girl so I could be fucked by my white step dad too, but he simply refused to touch me.
Is she racist or trans? I would say she’s racist first, and her trans-ness is about embodying the gendered racism against Asians in America or by Americans, where stereotypes hyperfeminize Asian women, and feminize or desexualize Asian men.
So is she trans? I don’t know. I’d have to find where she declares it, and demands recognition as a woman, not a man.
Is she real? The person is real, but I wonder if the author is her.
Anderson reminds me of (TW:EXR)”Jennifer Suzuki“, a pen name for a racist white worshipping fascist writer and apologist for the Empire of Japan. (Instagram post and comment thread.)
Even weirder
She was interviewed by this guy (TW:R) pilleater/Safe Sleazy/Joe Nally.
Here’s a page explaining what pilleater is about.
TLDR: white Jewish guy with an Asian fetish, Asian-Aryanism a kind of hapa fascism, alt-right fascism.
Under the name Joe Nally, Pilleater was an active poster on communities like /r/Hapas subreddit, advocating for what he called “AxA” or Asian-Aryanism, a bizarre, pseudo-ethnostate theory for mixed white-Asian people.
Why Walter Benjamin??? I wasn’t sure, but found this: “Speaking German Like Nobody’s Business”: Anna May Wong, Walter Benjamin, and the Possibilities of Asian American Cosmopolitanism.
Here’s a trippy video discussing “Eurasianism“. I think he’s got a point about how “Eurasian” is becoming a meme-nexus that has overlaps with incels/redpills/blackpills, Duginism fascism, WMAF Asian fetish/anti-Asian-male racism.
I have to wonder which Eurasian he’s thinking about. Eliot Rodger the Eurasian? Aleksander Dugin the Eurasian?
This short story he wrote puts his fascism in perspective: Confessions of an Asiansexual. Excerpt:
“I just want to be open that I like Shonen Knife and have a cool Asian girlfriend that looks after me. That’s why I became active. I started to attend local white nationalist meetings. I saw them all. Nazis and punk rockers. That’s why it’s fun to be a white nationalist, because you hate white people so much, you actually care about their future.”
Well, that’s disgusting, and alarming. He casts his fetish in terms of opposing neoliberalism, rejecting the West, and embracing fascism and the East. In this version of the white imagination, the Orient is the fascist future. Talk about projection — both fascism, and “the East”, Orientalism, was a product of Europe.
Asian fishers
pilleater was an Asian fisher who pretended to be Hapa in the r/hapas subreddit, and was kicked out for it.
Asian fishers seem to pretend to be Asian to be able to say racist things about Asians. So their racism against Asians is presented, online, as Asian American self hate. Their ultranationalism is presented as Eurasian nationalism. Their anti-Westernism is seen as yellow people’s anti-Westernism. Their white worship and support of white supremacist racism is seen as Asian people aligning with whites.
The Random Asian Nazi(s)
The guy in the featured image above is Hank Yoo, The Asian Nazi. He did a wild interview with Koreatown Social Club. He has some mental health issues. He did time in prison for arms. Hank Yoo also became a bodyguard for Johnny Somali, a streamer who traveled through Asia to make videos of himself racially harassing Asian people.
Tila Tequila, who has mental health problems, rolls with Nazis. News9.
Claire Khaw who is a British “conservative”, in the leftmost photo.
More disturbing stories from the comments on a Dylann Roof article below: Dated a KA Nazi, Asian Racism and the “Asian of Reason”.
Talking to a WMAF + AM Cuck
I was reading in aznidentity, and someone started posting about the above specific form of raceplay, and it referenced a subreddit where people post WMAF porn and write degrading things about Asian men.
I chatted with a person posting in the comments, claiming to be an Asian guy who liked to watch WMAF couples.
This person had a raceplay kink. It conformed to the social norms in porn, where WMAF was common, and the inverse is not, but more extreme, by including the humiliated Asian male cuck into the scene.
The kink involves humiliation, but, typically, it’s the cuck who is turned on by the scene, and trying to get others to participate.
I was curious about why he was into this kink, and why he liked to be degraded.
I didn’t get much of an explanation, but got an invitation to a chat session with his “bull” to participate in being humiliated. I declined.
During the chat, he complained about his penis, which he thought was small (but it was huge by his description) and which he claimed shrank a couple inches.
I humblebragged about helping women have orgasms. He refused to count most of them, because I performed oral sex. Only PIV counted to him.
I suspected this person was a fake, an Asianfisher, since s/he made an “eye shape” joke.
On the whole, the impression I got was that this person was not okay. They had nothing positive to associate with being Asian. They seemed to be racist against Asians. The account got deleted.
(If you’re wondering, I don’t have this kink.)
The Fascist Fascination with Japan and Anime
4chan, the nest where the alt-right was birthed, was originally an anime image sharing board. The following explains some of this:
Anime and the Extreme-Right: Otaku Culture and Aesthetics in Extremist Digital Propaganda
I read the article quickly, but didn’t notice a single mention of the Occupation of Japan. During the US Occupation of Japan, the US formed alliances with ultranationalists (basically, the fascists of Japan), yakuza, and conservatives. They kept the socialist leaning parties out of power. See Wikipedia. (See also: Operation Paperclip.)
There’s also a note about fascist fascination with Japan in the Dylan Roof section below.
Now invert this interest in Japan and anime, and start with the anime hobby, and maybe weeaboos – they can be radicalized into fascists.
Racist Mass Murderer Dylann Roof Admired East Asians, Racist Mass Murderer Eliot Rodger Hated East Asians
What Dylann Roof’s Desire to Ally With ‘Very Racist’ Asians Actually Means
No, Dylann Roof, Asians Aren’t “So” Racist
Back in the late 1980s and early ’90s I was a leader of a local organization in what used to be called the National Anti-Klan Network (and the short guy in the middle of the picture above). Back then, I ran into many a vigilante white supremacist with Asian fetishes, many because they were admirers of Japanese fascism in the WWII era. The point of connection there was fascism, so among his white supremacist peers, this guy isn’t that unusual.
– Scot Nakagawa
Reading Elliot Rodger as an Asian American Man who Hated Asian Men
In the news coverage about Elliot Rodger, and even in the popular speculation about his mental health, his Asian-ness was almost universally ignored.
Elliot Rodger Wasn’t Just a Murderer: The California gunman’s actions weren’t an aberration; they were the product of a misogynistic and racist society. – this makes excellent criticisms of armchair psychologists in the press avoiding the issue of misogyny, and explains misogyny as a social force behind violence against women. They also touch on racism, but didn’t go deeper.
(Many in the media may not want to point fingers and call him a misogynist, or a racist, because the press, who are mostly male and white, and write for a male and white audience, don’t want to name patterns that the readership likely practices, or even endorses. They may not even notice the patterns.)
Elliot Rodger’s Asian Self-Hatred – references the theory of Asian American identity development.
Elliot Rodger’s manifesto shows self-hate fueled anti-Asian violence that kicked off Isla Vista rampage – centers on racism, but concludes on gun violence as the key issue.
The following were also good to read, but they all missed the Asian angle – even after reading it in the manifesto.
Lessons From a Mass Shooter’s Mother – story about Eliot’s mother’s efforts to prevent a similar situation. How I tried to help Elliot Rodger – by a family friend; I Read The Elliot Rodger “Manifesto” So You Don’t Have To – summary by another SF Valley denizen.
Elliot Rodger’s misogyny and class anxiety were well discussed in the press, but his racial self-hatred was not widely discussed; the media were having a hard time comprehending what Asian self-hatred looks like.
Rodger’s self-hatred included:
- White worship – desiring a blonde girlfriend.
- Not able to integrate his ethnic Chinese side with his Caucasian side. A perpetual separation between East and West.
- Devalues himself, his ethnicity (i.e. culture, customs, the way he looks) in comparison to the accepted, mainstream culture.
These ideas might not seem like racism. They might even seem “mainstream” and typical white thinking. However, to a person racialized as Asian, in America, these are corrosive thoughts: seeking white sexual validation, feeling divided internally, and embodying the “Other”.
So, it’s not that much of a surprise that most journalists overlooked his Asian self-hatred. They don’t see it.
He would be triggered when he saw his idea of the racial and gender order upset:
“[At a party,] I came across this Asian guy who was talking to a white girl. The sight of that filled me with rage. … How could an ugly Asian attract the attention of a white girl, while a beautiful Eurasian like myself never had any attention from them? … I rushed back into the house and spitefully insulted the Asian before walking outside again.”
– Elliot Rodger
That was coping behavior. He hated his Asianness, and hated Asians, and leaned into his whiteness. He thought he was superior and attractive, because he was partly white, and deserved a blonde girlfriend, and demanded recognition.
(This isn’t that different from some Asian Americans, who lean into their “Americanness” and look down on immigrants. It’s a coping behavior that’s sometimes a response to experiencing anti-Asian racism. It’s also an acceptance of the racial hierarchy that puts white on top, and Asians beneath. Rather than resisting racism, they “go with the flow” or “go along to get along” and adopt anti-Asian, anti-immigrant thought.)
There’s a stereotype that Asians don’t seek mental health services. It’s true, unfortunately. However, Elliot Rodger was being treated for his mental health problems. He was plugged in – but whether the help Rodger got was addressing racism and misogyny, I don’t know.
“Rosemead” Official Trailer
Due for release on December 5, 2025, “Rosemead” is based on A dying mother’s plan: Buy a gun. Rent a hotel room. Kill her son, by Frank Shyong, and printed in the LA Times.
A table in [Hang’s] house was covered with books and papers about Adolf Hitler and a hand-drawn stencil of a swastika.
Chong’s own son, who was in the same class as [Hang’s son] George [who was diagnosed with schizophrenia], had done the World War II project. But that was months earlier. Why was George’s Hitler stuff still around?
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News about mass shooters scrolled regularly across Hang’s television screen.
In 2012 — George’s freshman year — James Holmes shot and killed 12 people in Aurora, Colo.
Later that year, Adam Lanza shot 27 people, including 20 first-grade children, in Newtown, Conn.
In George’s sophomore year, as he began to fail his classes and withdraw from friends, Elliot Rodger killed six people in Isla Vista.
Mental illnesses such as schizophrenia are not significant contributors to violence in America, experts say.
When people don’t understand that people with serious diagnoses can lead fulfilling lives, they hit the panic button.
— DJ Ida, director of the National Asian Pacific Islander Mental Health Assn.
A few weeks before Hang submitted the information for a background check and began waiting for her handgun, Dylann Roof, a white supremacist with a bowl haircut and vacant gaze, shot nine people in a South Carolina African Methodist Episcopal Church.
George became fixated on him, and Hang grew more worried.
The spoiler, of course, is that Hang kills George, but not herself. She needed help, too.
Solutions?
How are these tragedies to be prevented?
How do we even understand this stuff?
